A Dull Day

                                    
   The day begins at 5;15 in the morning when the alarm rings."It's too early to get off from bed."She thought to herself.So she starts to Fantasize her man doing D/S."Um mm...it feels good to be under god's best creation's dominance".Moment passes so does the time....She planned her day at night that she's get up from bed at 5:30. Figuratively,she wakes up at 8:00.Cursing herself,she finally gets off her bed at 8:30.Still she plans to spend her day in a proper routine.Gods were smiling...


She starts to watch long awaited movie of the year starring her favorite actor Daniel Craig.He'd been her first & last love of her fantasy world since her mid teen.The movie's exciting.So she keeps searching for the story plot over websites.It is her favorite director both favorite actor's movie.It is clearly most desiring to her of course....time passes so does the film but her "routine" does not go according to her planning.After awhile Lisbeth(main role) got raped so brutally and disgustedly that she feels the ugliness of world & it's harsh truth.Being an anti-feminist she starts to realize the need of feminists in the world.


After watching half of half of the film,she comes to her room & looks over the sky & it's difference."It's spring but why the day is still so foggy & dull...sky's so gloomy but beautiful? I should play a song." just then the melody of Azaan tunes which completes the whole scenario.She thought to herself,"God,this day would be one of the most beautiful day of my life."Then & then she thought of to give a call to her new interest who's working at his office day and night in full swing.She calls him over...he doesn't pick up.


She goes to watch the movie again where "Lisbeth" extremely inspires her.Like other teens she starts to feel herself as her...doing silent jobs just like Edward Norton or Morgan freeman in David Fincher movies.This time she was focusing to be like Lisbeth...such personalities she always hated...but character's bravery made her realize how her fear over small things keeping her apart form many beautiful experiences of her life.


Just like Lisbeth,she plans to take a bath and again plans to live a life which she was born to.In her 19 years of life she's tried to flee from her problems.This time she'll fight for her & for life extremely.She takes of her clothes,unbuttons her undergarments.Saw herself in the mirror....and thought,"Umm....I should cut down some weight.I have a date coming thru".She remains silent visualizing that she's Lisbeth who talks less but her activities are planned & clean.She goes to her washroom put some water on herself.A little body wash on loofah to define her smell.Later,she washes her lingerie off.Gets out of her washroom.Before stepping out,she looked at herself & shoots in the mirror with fingers
just like Ted Mosby.


She misses her Intimate friend who 15 years older than her.That's when she realizes how badly she's been frustrated physically.That's what is the main cause why she couldn't focus on her work.She again stands at the window.Watches over the sky again...."What a dull day...but beautiful day.Just like myself I'm different but in an inappropriate way."